"It’s hard being left behind… It’s hard to be the one who stays."
-The Time Traveler’s Wife

why, why , why .
everything happens for a reason but
i cant find the reason now.
i thought you were always goona be there
at hard times and every time else.
but i was damm it wrong.
you are giving up now
after all we have been through .
cant you see it ?
can you see the difference in my eyes and everything else
merely faking a laughter a smile just so that every one thinks that things are ok.
But its not.
My heart shatters to pieces seeing you walk away ,
i may not look like i care or what but hell yeah i do care.
yes i do , yes i do care .
you may not ignore me but you are making me feel like you are .
and it sucks ok . k thanks . bye ,


“ She cried a little, but only inside, because long ago she had decided she didn’t like crying because if you ever started to cry it seemed as if there was so much to cry about you almost couldn’t stop, and she didn’t like that at all. "
-William Saroyan